阿甘正传(英文版)-第20章
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after we is finished the first set at the hodaddy club; mose; the drummer for the cracked eggs;
take me aside an say; 〃forrest; you is a nice clean…cut feller an all; but they is somethin i want
you to try that i think will make you play that harmonica better。〃
i axe what it is; an mose say; 〃here;〃 an he give me a little cigarette。 i tell him i don';t smoke;
but thanks; an mose say; 〃it is not a regular cigarette; forrest。 it have got somethin in it to expand
your horizons。〃
i tole mose i ain';t sure i need my horizons expanded; but he sort of insisted。 〃at least try it;〃
he say; an i thought for a minute; an conclude that one cigarette ain';t gonna hurt none; an so i do。
well let me say this: my horizons indeed bee expanded。
everthing seem to slow down an get rosy keen。 that secont set we played that night was the
best of my life; i seemed to hear all the notes a hundrit times as i was playin them; an mose
e up to me later an say; 〃forrest; you think that';s good— use it when you';re screwin。〃
i did; an he was right bout that too。 i used some of my money to buy me some of that stuff;
an before you know it; i was doin it day in an day out。 the only problem was; it kind of made me
stupider after a wile。 i just get up in the mornin an light up one of them joints; which is what they
called them; an lie there all day till it was time to go an play。 jenny didn';t say nothin for a wile;
cause she been known to take a puff or two hersef; but then one day she say to me; 〃forrest; don';t
you think you been doin too much of that shit?〃
〃i dunno;〃 i says; 〃how much is too much?〃
an jenny say; 〃as much as you are doin is too much。〃
but i didn';t want to stop。 somehow; it got rid of everthing i might be worried bout; tho there
wadn';t too much of that at that time anyway。 at night i';d go out between sets at the hodaddy club
an set in the little alley an look up at the stars。 if they weren';t any stars; i';d look up anyway; an
one night jenny e out an find me lookin up at the rain。
〃forrest; you has got to quit this;〃 she say。 〃i am worried bout you; cause you ain';t doin
nothin cept playin an lyin aroun all day。 it ain';t healthy。 i think you need to get away for a wile。
we ain';t got no concerts booked after tomorrow down in provincetown; so i think maybe we
ought to go someplace an take a vacation。 go up to the mountains maybe。〃
i jus nod my head。 i ain';t even sure i heard all she said。
well; the nex night in provincetown; i find the backstage exit an go on outside to lite up a
joint。 i am settin there by mysef; mindin my business; when these two girls e up。 one of them
say; 〃hey; ain';t you the harmonica player with the cracked eggs?〃
i nod yes; an she jus plop hersef down in my lap。 the other girl is grinnin an squealin an
suddenly she take off her blouse。 an the other girl is tryin to unzip my pants an have her skirt
pulled up an i am jus settin there blowed away。 suddenly the stage door open an jenny call out;
〃forrest; it is time to。。。〃 an she stop for a secont an then she say; 〃awe shit;〃 an slam the door。
i jumped up then; an the girl in my lap felled on the groun an the other one is cussin an all;
but i went inside an there is jenny leaned up against the wall cryin。 i went up to her but she say;
〃keep away from me; you shithead! you men is all alike; jus like dogs or somethin— you got no
respect for anybody!〃
i ain';t never felt so bad。 i don';t remember much bout that last set we played。 jenny went up
to the front of the bus on the trip back an wouldn';t speak to me none at all。 that night she slep on
the sofa an the nex mornin she say maybe it is time for me to find my own place。 an so i packed
up my shit an left。 my head hangin very low。 couldn';t explain it to her or nothin。 thowed out
again。
jenny; she took off someplace after that。 i axed aroun; but nobody knowed where she was。
mose say i can bunk with him till i find a place; but it is a terrible lonely time。 since we ain';t
playin none for the moment; there ain';t nothin much to do; an i be thinkin maybe it';s time i go on
back home an see my mama an maybe start up that little srimp bidness down where po ole bubba
used to live。 perhaps i is not cut out to be a rock an roll star。 perhaps; i think; i ain';t nothin but a
bumblin idiot anyhow。
but then one day mose e back an he say he was over to a saloon on the corner watchin
the tv news; an who should he see but jenny curran。
she is down in washington; he say; marchin in a big demonstration against the vietnam
war; an mose say he wonderin why she botherin with that shit when she ought to be up here
makin us money。
i say i has got to go see her; an mose say; 〃well; see if you can bring her back。〃 he say he
knows where she probly is stayin; on account of they is this group from boston that has taken an
apartment in washington to demonstrate against the war。
i packed up all my shit— everthin i own— an thanked mose an then i am on my way。
whether i e back or not; i do not know。
when i get down to washington; everthin is a mess。 they is police everwhere an people be
shoutin in the streets an thowin things like in a riot。 police be bongin folks on the head what thow
things; an the situation look like it be gettin out of han。
i find the address of the place jenny might be at; an go over there; but ain';t nobody home。 i
waited on the steps for most of the day; then; bout nine o';clock at night; a car pull up an some
folks get out an there she is!
i get up from the steps an walk towards her; but she turn away from me an run back to the
car。 them other people; two guys an a girl; they didn';t know what to do; or who i was; but then
one of them say; 〃look; i wouldn';t fool with her right now— she is awful upset。〃 i axed why; an
the feller take me aside an tell me this:
jenny has done jus got out of jail。 she have been arrested the day before; an spent the night
in the women';s jail; an this mornin; fore anybody could get her out; the people at the jail done said
she might have lice or somethin in her hair cause it so long an all; an they had all her hair shaved
off。 jenny is bald。
well; i reckon she don';t want me to see her this way; cause she has done got into the back
seat of the car an is lyin down。 so i crawled up on my hans an knees so i couldn';t see in the
winder; an i say; 〃jenny— it';s me; forrest。〃
she don';t say nothing; so i start tellin her how sorry i am bout what';s happened。 i tell her i
ain';t gonna smoke no more dope; nor play in the band no more on account of all the bad
temptations。 an i say i';m sorry bout her hair。 then i crawled back to the steps where my shit is;
an looked in my duffelbag an find a ole watch cap from the army an crawled back to the car an
stuck it on a stick an polked it thru the winder。 she took it; an put it on; an e out of the car; an
say; 〃awe get up off the groun you big bozo; an e into the house。〃
we set an talked for a wile; an them other people been smokin dope an drinkin beer; but i
ain';t havin none。 they is all discussin what they is gonna do tomorrow; which is that they is a big
demonstration at the u。s。 capitol at which a bunch of vietnam veterans is gonna take off they
medals an thow them on the steps of the capitol。
an jenny suddenly say; 〃do you know forrest here done won the congressional medal of
honor?〃 an everbody get pletely quiet an be lookin at me; an then at each other; an one of
them say; 〃jesus christ have just sent us a present!〃
well; the next mornin; jenny e into the livin room where i is sleepin on the sofa an say;
〃forrest; i want you to go with us today; an i want you to wear your army uniform。〃 when i axed
why; she say; 〃because you is gonna do somethin to stop all the sufferin over in vietnam。〃 an so
i get into my uniform; an jenny e back after a wile with a bunch of chains she has bought at
the hardware store; an say; 〃forrest; wrap these aroun you。〃
i axed why again; but she say; 〃just do it; you will find out later。 you want to make me
happy; doesn';t you?〃
an so off we went; me in my uniform an the chains an jenny an the other folks。 it is a bright
clear day an when we get to the capitol they is a mob there with tv cameras an all the police in
the world。 everbody be chantin an hollerin an givin the finger to the police。 after a wile; i seen
some other guys in army uniforms an they was bunched together an then; one by one; they
menced to walk as close as they can get to the steps of the capitol an they took off they
medals an thowed them。 some of the fellers was in wheelchairs an some was lame an some was
missing arms an legs。 some of them jus tossed they medal on to the steps; but others really
thowed them hard。 somebody tap me on the shoulder an say it is my turn now。 i look back